seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Jul 2, 2011

let the pictures tell the story

best memories in genting..
kerja sebagai 'clown'
there are 50 clown over there.. mostly chinese
4 jam 1 hari... its like.. 
10-11am
1.30-2.30pm
7.30-9.30pm (parade/perarakan)
payment = rm80 per day.. (masyuk owhh)
tempat tinggal d support... (first world hotel) for 1 month
makan d support.. mealcard RM60 per day... 
makan pun meriah..
bole purchase d lobby first world, hainan express, hou mei restaurant, pizza, coffee terrace..
kerja selama 29 hari.. but saya cuti saket 2 hari.. so jadi 27 hari bekerja..
we're having fun...
dapat pengalaman...
belajar macam2...
buat balloon...
buat joke..
entertain people..
kacaw/sakat orang...
kenal ramai orang...
 "RED EAGLE" team.. (clowns & fire eater under abang boy)
we're family.. we're siblings..
but slay... is my love in heart..
i'll keep our memories till the end..
now we're separate.. split up..
eu're on your way... n i'm on my way..
tanxs 4 being my medicine.. to forget my past-ex
now.. life back to normal... 
there so much thing to do with myself..
i will survive ;)
















































































































Jun 2, 2011

kiss

weu used to help me everyday... eu are my medicine.. eu heal my deeper pain.. i'd love to addressed this beautiful songs to eu papa..







go back into your arms afta 2 years we break...
i love that when eu always put my head on your arms when we sleep..
eu are so caring to me.. 

my prettyman slay <3 ily

do eu remember?

do eu remember when we walk together in the rain from warung pak ali ke KTM wangsa maju, dan berpatah balik ke jusco.. awak tetap teman saya walaupun saya suruh awak balik dulu.. awak kata.. "its okay, nvm"..


2nd pix adelah time last kita d rumah abg bad..