upset ;(

 

currently things hv been bugging me so much dat i had 2 express my feelings here..

A feeling of enormous pain dat is more then anything imaginable. It cannot be cured by medicine, or treated by anything but time~ 4 those dat know diz feeling too well, it is not a physical pain dat can be described, but sOmething deep inside. Breathing gets hard, eating becomes tasteless, n love~ well, what is love anymore. u forget. Yet u remember, remember how 2 love, n who u love~ which makes it hurt so bad. Let it go ppl say, but how can u. Feelings are feelings, and u love who u love.

Heartbreaks occur most when u love someone u are not suppose to~
I love him, and I tot he loves me. Unfortunately, it was all a fantasy. Reality stuck 4 me to see, he was simply playing with me. He might hv had feelings 4 me, Idk~ It's still hard 2 let him go, I still want 2 see him from time to time - but the hurt inside will always remind me of him..~