astamixa: feeling like

seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Feb 13, 2011

feeling like

rasa macam nak pergi melaka jumpa awak..

rasa macam nak pegang tangan awak kuat kuat..

rasa macam nak tanya awak kenapa..

rasa macam nak nangis depan awak cakap saya sayang awak sangat..

rasa macam nak cubit pipi awak kuat kuat lagi..

rasa macam nak begging awak jangan tinggalkan saya..

rasa macam nak bercakap dengan awak..

rasa macam nak peluk awak kuat kuat..

='(

sangat sangat

kenapa bim saya jadi macam ni..

saya salah ke..

saya nak bim saya normal macam biasa..

saya risau bim saya macam ni..

saya dah kehilangan bimbim saya

T_T