astamixa: no feeling

seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

May 20, 2011

no feeling

i dun love you.

i dun love anybody.

i just love myself.

i just want to get myself back.

my old me.

who can live without love.

btw, cindy.. i love eu.

n also our family.

nevermind..

i'll keep everything in my heart.

my cindy cipom.. i wish eu were here..

its okay..

please dont forget me owh..

takde satu hari pun dalam hidup ni mama hidup tanpe fikirkan eu all..

mama wont cry.. look!! mama smile larh. :)

i can live myself..

dont forget to pray for the happiness of ur papa n his new gf huh??

yes.. dats my child! hehe.. imy.

<3 sweet mama :)