seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Aug 3, 2011

no matter what eu'll never see me cry..



I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Coz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never get the whole in love thing
If someone could say love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone
I'm spinnin' around
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip
What's happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
coz its hurting me to let it go
maybe coz we spent so much time
and I know that it's no more
I should have never let u hold me baby
Maybe why I'm so sad to see us apart
I didn't give it to u on purpose
Gotta figure out how u stole my heart

How did I get here with you?
I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I'm broken-hearted
I can't let you know
And I Won't Let It Show
You won't see me cry

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life