seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Sep 7, 2011

TOO MUCH 'ABOUT ME'

yaa.. too much my 'about me' in my FACEBOOK profile.i've just edit my profile info~ nothing actually. its just too much to say but am afraid to see my words become loads haha.. am about to drop them here. just droppin by to my blog to drop this 'about me' hahah.. wut wut wut.. i always talk like silly gal.. ohmai stop writing stop ! huh okay then =,="

SMILE....while eu still hv a gud teeth !! huhu

Ya~ very much appreciate eu wasting abt 3 minutes of ur life reading this :) 


In case eu hadn't noticed, I'm Ari Dorika! dats not my real name actually, it was created base on Japanese characters.(based on my real name) :D 
but well, Im astamixa.haha.. okay sory for confusing eu guys~ walahh eu can call me wutever eu like, i’ll be pleasure but dont ever try to call me bitch, if so, it seems to be yours. My middle finger might salute eu up. Hmm.. yes imma mess sometimes but seems to be always n every day, am insane, sick, swag n all.. 
If eu hv a problem with dat, I dont really care. I got other problems to worry abt then ur opinions. am sorry, but dats the way to be. (:  
Be nice. If eu be nice to me, then i’ll be nice to eu back. Simple as dat. :)
Im from Borocay, philiphines... huhu no no naa am johorean, MALAYSIAN. Im 21~ btw, tens of age doesn’t seems to make me feel like i was older. Yeah , am still young n stupid. I fucked up a few times in life n I will again, but all dat proves is dat am still learning from my mistakes. 
am friendly. I might flirt with eu. I might even fall for eu, but only if eu truly are an amazing person.. or ya.. maybe eu hv smething dat makes ppl look up to eu.  which eu all are. :) i might adore eu. But dun 2nd guess me. Am not dat type of bitch who act like a faggot. No no no am not~  the things i do is just to enliven my days. 
Okay to ‘guys,boyys,manns’ out there .
Dont walk into my life n leave foot prints in my heart. I've already experienced dat too much times, repeatedly n dont want to again. Yah~ true love never respected. They don’t really know wut ‘love’ really is.
I dont care if eu’re a girl, boy, skinny, fat, rich, poor or anything. Just talk to me. (: I'll be ur friend. Am not a gud advisor but i can be ur gud listener like seriously ya i always do.
so fellas.. be cool,be random. am pretty irritating too, so beware of dat. =b i cant always control my mouth especially towards smething annoying. I might give sarcasm or profanity to some1 stupidity or a person who made me pissed-off outrageously. But ya,,. Just will shoutout in my twitter bcuz i dun want to offend them directly as it’ll create harm.(but yea.. siapa makan cili terasa pedasnya. Okay then, I also refuse to argue with someone who is not mature enough to admit when they are Wrong!! Its kinda .. erghhh~ 
am not dat kind of person who will treat person i dislike badly. I am mature enuf to tolerate my ‘dislike’ towards them. Ya being fake sometimes. but anyway, i hate it so much when the person who was fucked up with my mood..says "whats wrong? are u okay" (ase cam taktau nak tampa muke dye blah kiri or kanan) Ohh too much to say.too much of my LIKE n DISLIKE. Am better stop babbling. Ask me for more. Ewahh~ anddd!! Seriousshit! Am not dat kind of bajet2 cute or bajet2 hot. Err tidaks tidakss.


so..I guess dats pretty much all. 
Tanxs for reading I guess? 
idk but yah~ do talk to me :) 


i'm imperfect~
Imperfections are beautiful, they teach me how i should appreciate everyone for me is not perfect myself~