seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Feb 14, 2011

tanxs to them T_T

juz looking at u...n i can feel da pain. n im useless, cz i can do nothin 4 my bloved alonx...juz want u 2 know,im olwez here... so plz, juz tell me wud i can do or shud do.. its so painful 2 c u like diz...i really mean it alonx..:'(



mnemani my alonx Asta Mixa smpi die tdo... diz is da only thing dat i can do 4 her 2nyte.. wud a bad adek i am~ :'( no mtter wud, im here~



what sh0uld i d0 when i d0n't kn0w anything?



i just can guess fr0m ur c0nversati0n wif adek.. erm.. it's 0k if u didn't want 2 share it wif me.. take cre.. n be str0ng.. i'm here wif u n0 mtter what..



‎"harder than u know" . my dear , be strong , im here if u need someone to talk , do remember the moments u being so in love with him , but please , let it go and look forward .



Andy Helmi

sleep already?????
hmmm goodnite princess misabelle...
wlaupun nd tak thu apa2, apa yng trjadi dkat asta..
tpi nd fham apa yng asta tgah lalui drpda apa yng nd nampak..
sbar k.. sory klau apa yng nd ckap tadi dah sakitkan hati asta..
sorry sgat...


Rulaffezan Rafee
wei nnt aku bg lipas kt ko k, ko kn suka binatang pelik2 ni,. hehee, n ohyeah, esk aku tnggu ko kt kfc, jgn lupa esk kita ada date,.. heeee :p jauh tu aku dtg esk dr selangor ke tmpt ko, <3
selamat tidur asta, selamat pagi esk naswa.. hehe :D and... be cool be strong be as always! forget pain cheer up your mood. yoshhhh! suki desu. ;)



Milano Revives
Ur emotional state's lil messy but dat's no cause for alarm. every now & then u need to let urself break down juz a bit so u can rearrange all da pieces in a new way. Define urself and stick to ur goals. Cheer up sweetie :)


Aisyah Faizal
babe.. i know how u feel right now.. but, i know u must be feeling thousands times worst than i had.. sometimes guys just soo stupid.. and they can't even see what we did for him.. and how special they are to us girls.. i know u mst sedih sgt2.. same like i was.. i hope u really boleh lupekan dy.. if its hurt u soo much.. but, i know susah, n kinda impossible.. huu, u deserve soo much better babe..






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it was damn fun!! :D

Feb 13, 2011

feeling like


rasa macam nak pergi melaka jumpa awak.. 
rasa macam nak pegang tangan awak kuat kuat..
rasa macam nak tanya awak kenapa..
rasa macam nak nangis depan awak cakap saya sayang awak sangat..
rasa macam nak cubit pipi awak kuat kuat lagi..
rasa macam nak begging awak jangan tinggalkan saya..
rasa macam nak bercakap dengan awak..
rasa macam nak peluk awak kuat kuat..

='(
sangat sangat

kenapa bim saya jadi macam ni..
saya salah ke..
saya nak bim saya normal macam biasa..
saya risau bim saya macam ni..
saya dah kehilangan bimbim saya

T_T



mama rndu cindy sgt ='(




cindy.. mama rindu cindy.. :'( papa da taknak mama lg... cindy tinggal mama T_T... papa pon tinggalkan mama.. T_T.. mama sayang cindy, mama sayang papa sangat sangat sangat... T_T.. mama sedih sangat sangat sangat.. mama rindu kat papa sangat sangat sangat.. ='( nape cindy tinggalkan mama.. cindy dah takde nak temankan mama.. ='( dulu kan kita happy family T_T mama rindu T_T mama sedihhh.. nak nangesh kat cindy.. T_T mama rindu suma masa dengan papa.. masa cindy ada.. T_T mama redho papa taknak mama lagi tapi mama risaukan papa.. papa dah berubah.. mama risau sangat.. :'( kalau cindy ada, cindy boleh tengok tengok kan papa.. mama mintak maaf sangat kat cindy.. sebab mama cindy mati.. ='( sangkar cindy ada dekat rumah kawan mama.. nanti mama pulang kat papa.. kubur cindy belakang rumah kawan mama, nanti mama jenguk T_T

mama nak nangeshh je T_T..
sebab mama rindu papa.
T_T

Feb 12, 2011

T_T




worst feeling in the world?

when eu crying so hard, . when eu hunched over begging for the tears to stop. When eu find urself screaming bcuz the pain takes over every inch of ur body. When ur pillow is soaked from ur tears n ur mascara stains ur cheeks. When ur eyes swell n you can’t breathe out of ur nose. When ur eyes dry out bcuz eu cant possibly cry anymore. T_T


UNITY IS STRENGTH SOUTH EAST ASIA TOUR 2011

















Feb 9, 2011

hamster :D

last 2 days, i went back 2 my hometown 2 meet my family :) n guess wut? i just knowing dat i hv 2 'anak buah' huhu... i mean.. the hamsters belong 2 my systa :D i was quite surprise when i meet them.. well... they were soO cute ^___^ its like.. citcitcitcit .. hehex...  named shiro n shimi... it was my systa's pet dat hv been given by her fiancee since 2 month ago~  yah.. i luv being their aunt =D here's the pics of them :)






Jan 25, 2011

annnddd w0rk!

well, juz like 2 say i've change my blog song again~ hahaa~ i think dats the only thing i've been doing with my blog. no? well, i dun really know wut to talk abt anymore.. everything seems boring lately, not much fun except work n work n work annnddd.. yup! u guess it!~ w.o.r.k =,='



















emm.... i've been thinking of cam whoring or doing a mini photo shoot for my own fav or it called, my beloved stuff, to show it here in my blog.but somehow, things not going as wut i've planned bcuz everytime when i get back from work, i feel really exhausted n lazy.. god knows how lazy i am XD