gusto ko ang tao.ngunit Tah alam kung ano ang dapat kong gawin.sa pagitan ng mga ipinahayag at tago damdamin, pinili ko ang sa tago damdamin.ngunit nagustuhan ko ang paraan na siya ay, nakita niya ang mukha ng kung ano ang gusto ko pinaka.miss ko siya.hehehe.pula.dia ay ridiculously bihirang kahit na makipag-ugnay sa akin.mahal ko tungkol sa unang tingin sa kung paano eh?hmmm.nye anong hiya.

    

         ngunit ....ko makita kung paano may mga ilang mga kababaihan na nagsilbi siya higit pa tulad ng pag-ibig ..tingin ko gusto din sila sa mister A.tingin ko hindi ako isang taong matapang na tao upang ipahayag ang lalaki.ngunit tao na sinasabi ko matamis harapan ko siya.bye.

 

 haihh *sigh

hello 2012 :)

 

new year!! new hope.

part of life ;)

I will admit dat life has been throwing a few curve balls, n I've been tryin my best to keep up. Life is hectic, n I hv NOT forgot abt all my peeps out there, i've been missing them since i delete my fb n twitter :( ... this is due to chaotic mind i hv. Honestly speaking, they has been on my mind EVERYDAY! am currently being antisocial, wallahhh !! okay this is temporary. i did this due to my personal concern :) i'll be back, dunno when why what how..

For the most part life is a roller coaster, dat I usually try to look at in the most optimistic way possible, but there are a few times, when I cant help but look at things negatively, sue me, I'm human! Life is hard, n I'm at the age where am sill young, but am too old to not be living life to the fullest.n yeah... i was living in a hectic life as a degree student, n i went thru diz 2011 with great challenges, i had to face hardships for all those degree stuffs, yea they all obviously went thru so~ n i had to face some shits (not appropriate to be mentioned), to deal with these things is utterly depressing. plus, i dun even hv time for myself. to make myself look great?? no i dun hv time, to make myself happy em i will.. sometimes, if i hv time n money in my pocket, haha.. to find a boyfriend, errr.. am seemingly not 'laku' wahaha, tahniah la disitu~ yah.. live without a sweetheart is not sweet. oh wow, my words came out so sweet . okay dont copy, am going to tweet diz once right after i go back into twitter soon.. holla regarding to my words in blue color, i mean.. live without a boyfiey is extremely boring, n am tryin my best to find as much excitement as i can. huhu..  nonetheless, am going to keep fighting for what i want!! trust n believe!! (Eventho I've been quite unsuccessful. eu win some, eu lose some) okay? no? =)

owhaa.. eventho i was too busy, we're too busy, but i still managed to hit my pwincess (lynChunnie@nur liyana) with a tat bit surprise !! huhu, am cooking for her (bad taste i swear, so i named it wut so called "mee udang basah"), i went to jusco, like 'mak2' shopink sayo2 n bhn2 mskn, i bought 2 pieces of secret recipe, chicken wings, strawberry, blueberry, sunkist n it is enuf.to cheer her up on her special day =) okay, couple of photos are as follows :)

dinner AGM

location : Renaissance Hotel
Time : 8p.m to 11p.m
Theme : Bollywood

 

bye bye 2011 :)

anyhow, its just to show me myself in 2011 till the end of the year... hair by hair change over the time... like diz like dat, until then i shaved my head as has long been my intention, so nah!~ which i obviously did. heh.. and i started wearing dat kind of wig if eu hadnt noticed it is showing up above..(black one) so that's that. 

 okay 2011 has given a lot of story to me, and apparently i've experienced sorrow over joy.. ppl know, no? =) they dont even know. but still can smile, can see? haha.. anyway, sorry for the short post towards the bottom, i was busy hearing songs and had run out of ideas on what to write~ haha..plus! am not going to spill everything out.let memories be mine and mine only right?...okay, gottta off to bed~ toodles! ;)

 

 

 

some photos to show during previous trip to bukit merah lake town, perak.