seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Dec 30, 2011

part of life ;)

I will admit dat life has been throwing a few curve balls, n I've been tryin my best to keep up. Life is hectic, n I hv NOT forgot abt all my peeps out there, i've been missing them since i delete my fb n twitter :( ... this is due to chaotic mind i hv. Honestly speaking, they has been on my mind EVERYDAY! am currently being antisocial, wallahhh !! okay this is temporary. i did this due to my personal concern :) i'll be back, dunno when why what how..

For the most part life is a roller coaster, dat I usually try to look at in the most optimistic way possible, but there are a few times, when I cant help but look at things negatively, sue me, I'm human! Life is hard, n I'm at the age where am sill young, but am too old to not be living life to the fullest.n yeah... i was living in a hectic life as a degree student, n i went thru diz 2011 with great challenges, i had to face hardships for all those degree stuffs, yea they all obviously went thru so~ n i had to face some shits (not appropriate to be mentioned), to deal with these things is utterly depressing. plus, i dun even hv time for myself. to make myself look great?? no i dun hv time, to make myself happy em i will.. sometimes, if i hv time n money in my pocket, haha.. to find a boyfriend, errr.. am seemingly not 'laku' wahaha, tahniah la disitu~ yah.. live without a sweetheart is not sweet. oh wow, my words came out so sweet . okay dont copy, am going to tweet diz once right after i go back into twitter soon.. holla regarding to my words in blue color, i mean.. live without a boyfiey is extremely boring, n am tryin my best to find as much excitement as i can. huhu..  nonetheless, am going to keep fighting for what i want!! trust n believe!! (Eventho I've been quite unsuccessful. eu win some, eu lose some) okay? no? =)

owhaa.. eventho i was too busy, we're too busy, but i still managed to hit my pwincess (lynChunnie@nur liyana) with a tat bit surprise !! huhu, am cooking for her (bad taste i swear, so i named it wut so called "mee udang basah"), i went to jusco, like 'mak2' shopink sayo2 n bhn2 mskn, i bought 2 pieces of secret recipe, chicken wings, strawberry, blueberry, sunkist n it is cheer her up on her special day =) okay, couple of photos are as follows :)

dinner AGM

location : Renaissance Hotel
Time : 8p.m to 11p.m
Theme : Bollywood

bye bye 2011 :)

anyhow, its just to show me myself in 2011 till the end of the year... hair by hair change over the time... like diz like dat, until then i shaved my head as has long been my intention, so nah!~ which i obviously did. heh.. and i started wearing dat kind of wig if eu hadnt noticed it is showing up above..(black one) so that's that. 

 okay 2011 has given a lot of story to me, and apparently i've experienced sorrow over joy.. ppl know, no? =) they dont even know. but still can smile, can see? haha.. anyway, sorry for the short post towards the bottom, i was busy hearing songs and had run out of ideas on what to write~! am not going to spill everything out.let memories be mine and mine only right?...okay, gottta off to bed~ toodles! ;)

some photos to show during previous trip to bukit merah lake town, perak.