seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Apr 25, 2012

why werent eu.


The Truth


I wish i told you more earlier what happened
I couldnt
Swallow my pride ..
Yeahh,
And its crazy as you heard it from somebody else
And now u asking me why
Dont know why i did that to you
i swear i thought you made me complete
Sorry i made you look like a fool
But i needed someone here with me

Why werent you there when i needed you by my side
Why werent you there when you made everything so right
Why werent you there cause it hurts like hell to know that were trought
but finally Im telling you the truth

I wish this situation wasnt so complicated
But you deserve to know
Ahh, one day led to another
Stop thinking about us
Then I couldnt do it no more
dont know why I did that to you
i swear i thought you made me complete
Sorry i made you look like a fool
But i needed someone here with me

Why werent you there when i needed you by my side
Why werent you there when you made everything so right
Why werent you there cause its hurts like hell to know that were throught
but finally Im telling you the truth

This is also sad
And I cant take It back
And to see you cry
Makes me feels so bad
I Wish I could take this big mistake
Make it go away but its too late

Why werent you there when i needed you by my side
Why werent you there when you made everything so right
Why werent you there cause its hurts like hell to know that were through
But finally Im telling you the truth 


i'm sorry.



I’m not who I used to be.

Why?
Becuz I’ve been hurt. I’ve gone through a lot of shit which has made me who I am today. Over these past years, so many things have happened. Things that have changed who I used to.. little things, big things. Everything, as time passes, no one stays the same person. People tell me that I’ve changed. Don’t eu think I know that? Of course I’ve changed, I’m not going to stay the same person forever. Pain does that to people. 

Apr 23, 2012

losing grip




















Apr 22, 2012

marilyn monroe


Apr 19, 2012

dean's award 2012

"merah mak ngah ye harini.." bak kata huda
harhar...
haih  -,-'
hope next sem dapat DL jugak..
tapi susa la.. tapi.. cube jela hm hm.

location : dewan seri negeri, ayer keroh, melaka.


 ayu  en en.. k k bye.


me and mubarak. giteww.



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