seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Apr 25, 2012

i'm sorry.

I’m not who I used to be.

Becuz I’ve been hurt. I’ve gone through a lot of shit which has made me who I am today. Over these past years, so many things have happened. Things that have changed who I used to.. little things, big things. Everything, as time passes, no one stays the same person. People tell me that I’ve changed. Don’t eu think I know that? Of course I’ve changed, I’m not going to stay the same person forever. Pain does that to people.