seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Jul 28, 2010

~hatkor space here~



This just a few.. I had many more fav band

Eyes Set to Kill, The Devil Wears Prada, Brokencyde, A Vain Attempt, Slipknot, Attack Attack!, Drowning Pool, Paramore, Flyleaf, The letter Black, Bring Me The Horizon, Alesana, Emery, Framing Hanley, Secondhand Serenade, Avenged Sevenfold, Emarosa, Chiados, Behemoth, Slipknot, A Day To Remember, Asking Alexandria, Unearth, In League, Brabazom, Dying Idols, The Jimi Hendrix , Plague Of Happiness, Bizharo, Austrian Death Machine, August Burns Red, I See Stars, First Blood, House vs Hurricane, 30second to Mars, Creed, Emmure, Caladrius, Restraint, Maddthelin, Johny Comes Lately, Wrath Passion, Awaken, Ana Four Craig, , Flip Fall 90's, Better Than Her, Revellers, Blooded Suicide Black veil Brides, Beatburns, Bless The Fall, As I Lay Dying, I Killed the Prom Queen, Static-X, As Blood Runs Black, Born of Osiris, Escape The Fate, Destroy The Runner, Killswitch Engage, Naratu, Massacre by Fall, Tragic of Hermia, Proclaim My Victory, Refund, Maddame, Diary page 22, Betrayal Conflict.


Jul 24, 2010

video of the day


Xxx..juz to chill out the day..xxX
i do love justin bieber, am i care if u don’t??? he smart~+ he’s pretty awesome n handsome~ Don’t you think little Jaden’s so cute in this song?  huhu.. xD thumbs up if you agree :P 

yea, here’s the lyric. motivated urself ! :)

[featuring Jaden Smith]
Never say never (never never never)
You see I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take a burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reached the point of no return
And there’s just no turnin back
When your heart’s under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It’s my destiny
I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up…)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)
I never thought that I could feel this power
I never thought that I could feel this free
I’m strong enough to climb the highest tower
And I’m fast enough to run across the sea
Cuz there’s just no turnin back
When your heart’s under attack
Gonna give everything I have
Cuz this is my destiny
I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up…)
And never say never
Here we go
Guess who
J Smith and JB
uh huh
I got you lil’ bro
I can handle him
Hold up, aight, I can handle him
Now he’s bigger than me, taller than me
And he’s older than me, and stronger than me
And his arms are little bit longer than me
But it ain’t on a JB song with me
I be tryna chill
They be tryna side with the thrill
No pun intended was raised by the power of will
Like Luke with the force if push comes to shove
Like Kobe with the fourth, ice water with blood (Let’s go!)
I gotta be the best
And yes we’re the flyest
Like David and Goliath
I conquered the giant
So now I got the world in my hand
I was born from two stars
So the moon’s where I land
Yeah
I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up…)
And never say never
Never say never
I will never say never (never say never)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up…)
And never say never (ne-never say never, never say it x3)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)
And never say never

Jul 17, 2010

messy me XD

I’m not a perfect girl, my hair doesn’t always stay in place, I spill a lot of things and I’m a pretty clumsy, but when I think about it, and take a step back, I remember how amazing my life truly is and that maybe I like being imperfect.

Jul 15, 2010

asking me any~

What is your name?
Ct nasuha


How old are you?
20.

When is your birthday?
20 may 1990.

Are you looking forward to it?
Of course, I cant wait till I Graduate.

Why?
Because I want to have more freedom in life.

Are you happy?
Now? Not really,I'm feeling down.

What makes you happiest?
When I'm with the one i love.

Are you afraid of something?
Yes, Loneliness.

Do you live alone, or with someone else?
Someone else.

Who?
My family of course.

Do you have any pets?
YUP.

What is your favorite cartoon?
hmm..i dont watch Tv anymore,going online is better.

Have you ever hit a deer?
No,not yet.

Do you drink?
ya..water..huh~.

Do you prefer beer or liquor?
Neither of them.

What is your favorite non-alcoholic drink?
fruit juice,coke and chocolate milkshake..

What kind of cell phone do you have?
Nokia..sony ericsson

Do you like it?
Just to listen 2 the music n the camera, texting ~.

What is the funniest word you ever heard?
Can't remember.

Do you hate it when people call you "dear"?

Not really. But I only like more if someone i love calls me that.

To whom have you sent the most text messages?
muh bimbim <3.

What did you do for new year's eve?

hang out with frens.

Were there lots of pictures?
Hm, none.its like a same old days.

What is your favorite movie?
horror, kinda funny, action muvi, love? bhahah.

What is your favorite song?
Currently, Loud music..screamo anyone?? Emm n also latest hitz songs

What is your favorite place to chill out?
kl, i-city, buket langet (bkt ampang), n jb rawk city~ huhu.. but I usually hang wif frens in Malacca town~ lol~

Do you work out?
No. Lazy~

What is your favorite memory of the past couple of years?
Being with the "boyfriend". It will always be.

What do you think about when you first wake up?
bimbim?  Huhuh~ or maybe another boring day.

Do you shower daily?
Obviously yes.


Alone?
yes,why you ask?. Gatal~

Have you ever eaten sushi?
Yes. Fav~

Did you like it?
I do like it~! Lagi2 abalon sushi. woahh

List five things you can't live without:
Handphone, Internet, Music, my hubby and family n of course my frens.

What is your middle name?
I have no middle name.

Do you get choked up during dramatic movies?
sometimes..when i think about "somebody"

Have you ever liked someone that all of your friends hate?
Yes.

Is there anything that you regret?
Yes. A lot.

Do you want children?
Yes!

How many?
Undecided. not less than one not more than 3 maybe? hahaha!!

What is your favorite number?
No 1.

What is your most over-used phrase?
"panteq" haha, not anymore..~ I’m abt 2 control my mouth

What do you not say enough?
.....i dont know..

You and your other half?
His here..but his not here.

Did you get over your ex, or are you over him/her?
Past exes? Over Them.I Only Love One Person Only Now.

Are you currently with someone?
Maybe.

Do you love him/her?
Yes I do, so much.

Who said "I love you" first?
I don't know..Him ? me? Can't remember.

Where?
On the Phone.

What is your most significant relationship?
With the family.

What is the most romantic thing a significant other can do?
Say he loves me..calls me his wife, sharing our pet, calling me mama cindy (his pet) n giv me famous amous cookies maybe? haha (kinda poyo here)

Do you like pet names?
Yes.

Do you have any?
mata&faka, mica, alex&Helena , cindy !~

Do you believe in living together before engagement/​marriage?
haha, idk~.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes Lots.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes, I'm sorry.

Does this person know you better than anyone else?
who?

Are you happy with your sex life?
err~ I’m still virgin, tq~ but.. kiss is a normal things nowadays rite~ haha, yea, I like dat~

Do you think you'll be together for a long time?
I want too.

Do you do a lot of surveys?
Depends. If its interesting.