seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Oct 10, 2010

90-an..

budak2 yg lahir pd thn 90an mesti ingat mase
skola rendah dulu:

- kat skola ade salesman jual buku cerita. ari ni bg list, esok mintak duit beli walaupun cerita buku tu dah tau. salesman susu pon camtu gak. 

- kat library, budak2 mmg baca buku tp just tengok gamba je. bile ade program Nilam, sebok semua nak pinjam buku.

- RMT kat skola mkn x best, tp yg berduit pon join RMT, x phm....

- pakai pensel box yg bole bukak dpn blkg, pastu ade sharpener kat tgh2 die.

- main lwn pemadam, syg nak guna utk padam. padahal itu fungsi sbnr, utk padam!

- pakai pembaris yg bergerigi, kat dlm ade air pastu ade bende berkilat dlm air tu.

- cikgu pakai pembaris kuning pjg. Ade pemegang kat tgh2 tp x penah nmpk cikgu pgg pon kat situ.
- bulu ayam jd ramping krn sering dijadikan rotan.

- time pendidikan seni, lukis sume boleh tp bile time kaler sume hampeh. ade gak buat anyaman pakai kertas warna, kolaj la, ape la...

- main game 2D. super contra, super mario, street fighter, sume pakai tape.

-jam tgn Boy London jd idaman, sbb bole tuka2 kaler ikut suhu n cuaca.

- takut BCG tp lepas inject poyo la pulak...

- balik skola beli JoJo xpon Dendang. Tora pon best gak. Beli se mata2 nak mainan, coklat die x mkn pon.

- Kasut berlampu kat tapak, yg iklan die kat tV bole tembak alien tu...

- Siri kartun; power rangers, ultraman, transformers, ninja turtles, Thundercats, maskman, Gaban dan mcm lg.

jgn lupe sume ni sbb zaman skrg budak2 x
smpt lyn bende2 ni. kite akan sentiasa berubah, cume asal-usul kite yg permanent. huhu