seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Oct 1, 2010

chill !

yesterday, i went out with muh bestie named ashraf~ he is the vocalis of "Proclaim My Victory" & "Betrayal Conflict" - hardcore genre band in malacca..he's kinda cool.. acting nice 2 me all the time.. actually, been many times he asked me out, but I'm juz too busy with my work - assignemnt, tests,  n blablabla~   I often refused 2 go out together n always giv the reasOns every time he asked me out. but not diz time, cuz he is my bestie n i had 2 keep his feelings. urm..We spent 4 seeing guys making breakdance, smoking, ate chocolate, watched movie at MBO, of course he paid 4 me as he promised, haha.. we watched "The legend of The Fis" yeahh..it was daMn great..  below was a few picture of us :


*although i'm having fun with the other guy, it doesn't mean i was unfaithful, i never forgot 'my hubby' at all.. i noe the limit n yah~ i only love my hubby~
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