seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Jul 2, 2011

let the pictures tell the story

best memories in genting..
kerja sebagai 'clown'
there are 50 clown over there.. mostly chinese
4 jam 1 hari... its like.. 
10-11am
1.30-2.30pm
7.30-9.30pm (parade/perarakan)
payment = rm80 per day.. (masyuk owhh)
tempat tinggal d support... (first world hotel) for 1 month
makan d support.. mealcard RM60 per day... 
makan pun meriah..
bole purchase d lobby first world, hainan express, hou mei restaurant, pizza, coffee terrace..
kerja selama 29 hari.. but saya cuti saket 2 hari.. so jadi 27 hari bekerja..
we're having fun...
dapat pengalaman...
belajar macam2...
buat balloon...
buat joke..
entertain people..
kacaw/sakat orang...
kenal ramai orang...
 "RED EAGLE" team.. (clowns & fire eater under abang boy)
we're family.. we're siblings..
but slay... is my love in heart..
i'll keep our memories till the end..
now we're separate.. split up..
eu're on your way... n i'm on my way..
tanxs 4 being my medicine.. to forget my past-ex
now.. life back to normal... 
there so much thing to do with myself..
i will survive ;)