seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Sep 27, 2010

happy outside, inside??

:) huhu.. tired. ouh ya~ luckily! yesterday and today was an AWW-SOME day. Finally, kayrol fulfill his promise 2 bring me out 2 hv some fun around kl n s.alam on diz week. The reason's y i really need diz 'cause i'm feeling down, i need some entertainment to get a little happinesS 2 heal the pain inside.yah~ i hv 2 be strong 2 face all the sickness.. well, definitely, i mish muh brother..(kayrol). he's kinda cool anyway, i was pleased wif him,, :) ..i brought liyana (my roOmmate) along wif me 4 the journey, we took a bus to s.alam at 3.15 n it takes about 1 n half hours. the songs n rainy days along the journey makes me feel calm..
n yet, i still keep thinking of him wherever i go. eventho it hurts me so much, my feelings towards him was never fade away.yes,  i'm trying to let go the suspicion in my head n avoid 2 think the non~ huhh.. okay, coOl~ :)


it's about yesterday :D ( 24 sept )

 
arrived in station bus, shah alam around 5pm, tanxs liyana sbb teman alonx :)


 
tara!! huu..pix at the top was my bro (kayrol) .. he pick us up at 6 and carry us to "H.R steak house" at Kampung baru around the city to eat chicken chop. n yah !~ he paid for us.. :) hehe..  tp suma mkn x abis.. 'coz chicken n the sauce make us full~ kenyang sangat ouh.. lagi2, dia punya fries~ we're lingering there about 2 hours 4 lepaking n borak2~

*some crazy pix*



 
 
hahaha... tanxs sbb lynkn jak aq nihh.. juz 2 make me happy. lol~ :D


 
afta dat, he took us to s.a, as he promised 2 take us to i-city.. a place where there are a lot of light n hv a variety of unique lighting, lighted trees and many more~ i'll show some photos below.

i-city



 
 









do not 4get 2 my hubby, i bought him a "bola2 api". hehe..



today  ( 25 sept )

heyyy... yah~  awal pagi lg kayrol sda dtg pick kami d ruma kak diba, then trus pg  ruma kakak nazmi (zaty's bf) at bukit jalil. we've been invited by zaty 2 attend the banquet which considered as 'open house'. we didn't bring 'baju kurung' since we didn't plan these things directly, so we juz wore the clothes dat we had brought. haha.. yeah, here was some photos dat we took along the journey!~


teda pix larh d ruma zaty.. aq lupa mo tgkp pix. well.. mish c zaty 'lot!~

back from open house, we went to J.J 2 buy some items, aq jgk ada blikn cindy teddy bear..saja2.. 4 cindy n haky lorh actually. aq ada msuk 1 shop tuh, flower shop or wut idk~ i can't remember the name of dat shop. the smell inside the shop was very fragrant. dlm shop tuh ada bnyk bunga2.. wangi sangat2.. suka.. :) goods sold in the shops are all scented. the stuff inside is mostly in cream n white colour~ n aq sdh trtarik pada 1 little cute teddy in purple~ since the cost is not so expensive. so aq beli.. then aq senyum sendiri d c2, hahax


actually aq mo cri present utk zieqa since 2day is her bufday. n late nyte, i'm gonna meet her.. n i want 2 prepare a birthday present 4 her..so, i kept searching something different for her..Unfortunately, none of which I feel pleased.

afta dat, we move to the town , get into Time square..n yeah.. i bought ziqa a sweater 4 her bufday present :) at last... hahaha,, pnt sudah brjln.. we hang out in TS about 2 hours..maybe, can't remember lorh..  cuma ada 1 fto jak d TS. huhu.. still aq mo tnjuk nihh


ow yea,, i've bought cindy something ! i tell u wut hah..  i've been attracted with something when a walk in the mall. my eyes catch on something and i guess it's kinda cute lorh! n here's the thing! haha

it's a baby pants!~ lol. =D

guess wut is inside my head??? it is exactly cindy n papa cindy ! hahahaha.. kinda cute rite? huhu.. mmg lah cindy x blh pkai nih pants, tp it can be comforter or wuteva larh.. jnji aq sukak sgt dgn pants ney. hehe.. still i wanna said here, i luv cindy n also papa cindy. :) i miss them so owh damn much. hope nnt c haky kasi aq jumpa c cindy. :')

all our journey costs has been incurred by kayrol. tenkew so much bro.. he makes me happy. i admit i'm happy with him, he was the best bro eva~ ... he took us to the bus station in stadium bkt jalil at 9.15.. i felt sad all of sudden when i had to split up with him at that moment.yah~ I had the time greeting his hand, n also! Lyn has given something to keyrol, its like a keychain.


do not 4get, kayrol gave me something ! it was an 'ole-ole' .. he bought it when he worked outstation in Pahang last 2 month..here's the thing..


huhu... dats all.. aq sayang ko larh kayrol! :D dia baik sgt ouh.. :')