just now, i asked haky 2 give me a chance 2 keep cindy 4 a few days..unfortunately, he refuse 2 do so.. i wonder..why does haky changed..it's kinda sadden 4 me 2 accept dat things.. i dwell on all the memories i once had with cindy..yah~ i miss cindy n also papa cindy *so much.. :'( how could u do this dear.. eu've changed a lot. i can feel it,dats the matter.. u don't feel the way i feel right now.. i dun even know wut u're doing now, while i'm here still remain sticking with u.. 'cuz i still keeping myself 2 loving u, i guess! hahah.. yah.. all these things been bugging me 2 express my feeling here, now..today.. yea..i'd never tell anybody'bout diz. my housemates keep asking me y they'd never heard me mention haky's name all diz weeks? wut happen to us? well..all i can do is juz answer it nicely, avoid to tell the actual matters happened n the actual feeling's of mine.. i'm tryin' 2 be more professional 2 face all these things. ouh~ okay, it's juz a small matter, huhu~ emm.. at least I feel relieved after writing here. :) mishalot ouh cindy.
Sep 23, 2010
i miss cindy ;(
just now, i asked haky 2 give me a chance 2 keep cindy 4 a few days..unfortunately, he refuse 2 do so.. i wonder..why does haky changed..it's kinda sadden 4 me 2 accept dat things.. i dwell on all the memories i once had with cindy..yah~ i miss cindy n also papa cindy *so much.. :'( how could u do this dear.. eu've changed a lot. i can feel it,dats the matter.. u don't feel the way i feel right now.. i dun even know wut u're doing now, while i'm here still remain sticking with u.. 'cuz i still keeping myself 2 loving u, i guess! hahah.. yah.. all these things been bugging me 2 express my feeling here, now..today.. yea..i'd never tell anybody'bout diz. my housemates keep asking me y they'd never heard me mention haky's name all diz weeks? wut happen to us? well..all i can do is juz answer it nicely, avoid to tell the actual matters happened n the actual feeling's of mine.. i'm tryin' 2 be more professional 2 face all these things. ouh~ okay, it's juz a small matter, huhu~ emm.. at least I feel relieved after writing here. :) mishalot ouh cindy.