seems i'm getting out of control . feels like i'm running out of soul . i'm seeing lights . so i speaking right and breathing life . i predicted all my recent plights . i'm exhausted . trying to fall asleep . i'm lost inside my recent fight . it burdens on my shoulder, now . burning all my motors down . inspiration drying up . motivation slowing down . tired of all wardrobe changing . playing all these different spirits . living off these separate souls . point of life is getting hollow . can't wait for the exit hole . give me room to entry wound . let me in or let me go .

Sep 8, 2011

mm.

hairul idzwan. (late bf)
may Allah bless eu always.
my pray for eu days n nyte. 
ya.. i've visited ur grave last week.
tink i cant stop reminisce abt the past.
and it saddens me, its pathetic.
cuz nobody treat me like eu do.

*bubu, i miss YOU, i really do. T_T*